{"version":"1.0","type":"rich","provider_name":"hearthis.at","provider_url":"https:\/\/hearthis.at","height":"150","width":"100%","title":"Messenger Live @ The Permutation EP0023 - techno mininmal melodic (covert narcissm)","description":"The Permutation\r\nsometimes on \r\nhttps:\/\/twitch.tv\/thepermutation\r\nhttps:\/\/hearthis.at\/thepermutation\r\nJoin us @ Discord https:\/\/discord.gg\/WsjfTtgcdK\r\n\r\nThe Signal is Lost in Space! \r\nTime to permutate!\r\n\r\nDear fellows, this is Messenger.\r\n\r\nYou might wonder why my output of DJ sets has slowed down lately.\r\nThe reason is simple \u2014 and a little sad.\r\n\r\nOver the past decade, I was caught in a toxic dynamic with someone I once called a friend.\r\nHe turned out to be a covert narcissist.\r\nWhile I\u2019ve dealt with overt narcissism before, the covert type is much harder to detect \u2014 and even harder to escape.\r\n\r\nLong story short: I never gave in to the manipulation, but it left its marks.\r\nI went through a severe depressive episode and lost touch with the joy I used to feel \u2014 in life, in music, in everything.\r\n\r\nNow, I\u2019m slowly finding my way back.\r\nAs part of this process, I wrote a book about narcissism, which will be published soon. (In German Language)\r\nThis mix is part of that healing journey.\r\n\r\nIt\u2019s not about revenge \u2014 it\u2019s about truth, clarity, and transformation.\r\nEnjoy the ride.\r\n\r\n\u2013 Messenger","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/img.hearthis.at\/7\/3\/8\/_\/uploads\/231226\/image_user\/w1200_h628_q70_ptrue_v2_----cropped_1654514432837.jpg","thumbnail_width":1200,"thumbnail_height":628,"html":"<iframe scrolling=\"no\" id=\"hearthis_at_track_11970151_light\" style=\"border-radius: 10px;\" width=\"100%\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/hearthis.at\/embed\/11970151\/transparent\/?style=2&block_size=2&block_space=2&background=1\" frameborder=\"0\" allowtransparency><\/iframe>","author_name":"the permutation","author_url":"https:\/\/hearthis.at\/thepermutation\/"}