{"version":"1.0","type":"rich","provider_name":"hearthis.at","provider_url":"https:\/\/hearthis.at","height":"150","width":"100%","title":"When I close my eyes forever","description":"**Songtext**\r\n\r\nWhen I close My Eyes\r\n\r\nI&#039;ve been fighting with a heart that&#039;s growing tired,\r\nTrying to be stronger than the storm.\r\nBut every step feels heavier than yesterday,\r\nAnd I don&#039;t recognize this war.\r\n\r\nI wish that love alone could heal me,\r\nI wish that holding on was enough.\r\nBut sometimes even the bravest souls\r\nRun out of breath, run out of strength.\r\n\r\nSo if you see the fear inside my eyes,\r\nPlease don&#039;t think I loved you less.\r\nI held on for every second I could,\r\nBut now I need to rest.\r\n\r\nWhen I close my eyes, don&#039;t remember only tears,\r\nRemember all the laughter that we carried through the years.\r\nIf my body and my soul can&#039;t stay,\r\nPlease know I never wanted to walk away.\r\nLoving you was the brightest part of me,\r\nAnd even if we&#039;re torn apart by destiny,\r\nMy heart is yours beyond this life,\r\nSo when I close my eyes...\r\nKnow that I loved you endlessly.\r\n\r\nI hate the thought of leaving you in silence,\r\nOf all the dreams we won&#039;t complete.\r\nThe ordinary moments I imagined,\r\nYour hand still reaching out for me.\r\n\r\nPlease don&#039;t blame yourself tomorrow,\r\nThere was nothing left undone.\r\nYou gave me every kind of love\r\nA soul could ever hope to know.\r\n\r\nAnd when the nights are long without me,\r\nWhen the emptiness won&#039;t fade,\r\nListen closely to the memories,\r\nI never truly went away.\r\n\r\nWhen I close my eyes, don&#039;t remember only pain,\r\nRemember how we danced like there would never be an end.\r\nIf my body and my soul can&#039;t stay,\r\nPlease know I never wanted to walk away.\r\nLoving you was the brightest part of me,\r\nAnd no goodbye could change what you still mean to me.\r\nMy heart is yours beyond this life,\r\nSo when I close my eyes...\r\nKnow that I loved you endlessly.\r\n\r\nI am not the illness,\r\nI am not the fading light.\r\nI am every whispered &quot;I love you,&quot;\r\nEvery star that fills the night.\r\n\r\nAnd if somewhere our souls remember\r\nWhat this world cannot explain,\r\nThen I&#039;ll be waiting in that silence\r\nUntil I hear your voice again.\r\n\r\nWhen I close my eyes, please don&#039;t let your world stand still,\r\nLive enough for both of us and chase the dreams we couldn&#039;t reach.\r\nThough my body and my soul need peace,\r\nA thousand miles could never lessen what you mean to me.\r\nYou were my home, my safest place to be,\r\nThe greatest love this life could give to me.\r\nAnd even after my last goodbye,\r\nYou&#039;ll always have this heart of mine.\r\n\r\nSo kiss my forehead one last time,\r\nAnd hold me without fear.\r\nLove doesn&#039;t end in leaving...\r\nIt stays with those still here.","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/img.hearthis.at\/0\/7\/5\/_\/uploads\/10926707\/image_track\/14475016\/w1200_h628_q70_ptrue_v2_----cropped_1781205212570.jpg","thumbnail_width":1200,"thumbnail_height":628,"html":"<iframe scrolling=\"no\" id=\"hearthis_at_track_14475016_light\" style=\"border-radius: 10px;\" width=\"100%\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/hearthis.at\/embed\/14475016\/transparent\/?style=2&block_size=2&block_space=2&background=1\" frameborder=\"0\" allowtransparency><\/iframe>","author_name":"Utzy","author_url":"https:\/\/hearthis.at\/rene1406\/"}